In my Head

Jotting down scribbles in an empty notebook, dog wagging tail showing his unconditional dedication, America's Got Talent playing in the background, In my own little world, feeling the separation. Trying to turn my thoughts into words on a sheet of paper, break time calls but I ignore it's solicitation, my talent unfolding before my eyes as I write, Just buying some time eyelids heavy with anticipation. Had a long and good session with God today, relaxation and peace settling in my mind and body, phone ringing, I look over with no hesitation and then back to my original thoughts, waiting for its manifestation. Let go of the somberous deadbeats in my life, using my eyes as the microscope, as I finely comb through them, they are like crabs in a barrel, only difference is that I'm the chameleon blending past them, I'm able to cope. Indubitably doubtful that my past will come back to haunt me, this year has gone so fast, life slipped right by me, I'm like a prepositional phrase I come before each noun and I'm the subject and not in front of a "but", there are no excuses and I object, give me a reason to let you drive me insane...there are none, no picture, no frame. Creator of my being allow me to persevere, I'm strong and he knew what he was doing when he created me, no fear, I'm sincere in all that I say and do, what you do with that, it's on you!

My original thought SP *muah*