To Your Demise

Do I have to walk around with a chip on my shoulder, naw I don't because it's bigger than that, picture a boulder. Do I have to sit down like there are weights across my back, naw I don't imagine the weight of the world on your shoulders. Do I have to jump and ask you how high, naw I don't because you are so low, I'm already too high for you to see. Do I have to keep this smile on the front of my face, naw I don't but I decide to because that way I know you're behind me.

Blessed you with a lethal weapon, my heart and my love, that's my MJ, taking it back, no mercy, all shrugs. You aren't made for this, you to blame for this, I knew I should have left you, based on our first kiss. You no holds bar, not a care in the world, but so glad I wisened up and didn't give you my first girl. While you running around showing those chompers so bright, he's learning his abc's and 123's, you didn't teach him right?

I carry the love of my son, the gift of my heavenly father, I would ask you to match that, Puh-leze why bother? The creator of this being is surely not pleased, you think you getting away with something, you'll be left on bended knee. I speak through the paper, have you gotten the point yet, probably not because your blinded by worldly mess. I'm my baby's keeper, I protect on a daily, you probably wouldn't care if he was missing like Caylee.

Ashamed to say the least, while you wasn't too proud to beg, you carry on the history of your father, these words meant to be said. Do you think you should be forgiven, or even mercied at the least, I think you deserve the ultimate punishment, you go down with the beast. My baby's growing just fine, single parenting at it's best, you never deserved it anyway, but that I know you guessed. Shame on you for acting like you have no heart, well guess what auditions are over and you didn't get the part.

Needless to say I birth thoughts of causing you so much pain, but I sit back and enjoy all the love my son brings my way. Now that you're gone, I have to do two times the parenting, but o'well I also get two times the joy and ain't sharing it. You thought you moved 10 steps ahead, but trust you 100 steps back, I blame it on your upbringing, but you the one who got off track. It's completely your loss, and all the way my win, you're a lost cause, wake up and see my enemy friend.

Genuine Original Thinking *muah*