To Let it Go or Not....

Hey yall*,

~Waving ecstatically, as confetti falls throughout the air~ cough choke cough

Man, talk about a long time, so not only did I miss yall, but writing of course. Sometimes in life a hiatus becomes much longer than you expect!  But seeing as how inspiration begats inspiration I am kinda paying it forward....

If I were to recap everything that has happened over the past 3 months then I'd have 2 written books, a heart attack with a side of stroke....no j/k but seriously a lot of lot has transpired but I am beginning to like this new wave.

In the midst of my travels, I decided to take some time out to just think about topics and what I may want to transition into. (S/N: You ever secretly look over as someone is typing on their iElectronics and try not to read what it is saying.....well we all have and currently I feel this way lol ok....offtrack so funny as your eyes meets that persons and they huddle as if you've unleashed some unknown secret in their world. Whelp, I don't know you and will never see you again, that's the great part.)

So, since we are on the topic, I have been bartering with myself on a few things. What to keep, what to let go of and what to place in the recycling bin to be sorted. Well since spring cleaning is still underway for some of us, I believe it is time to sort those things you were supposed to last year. Ahem, those feelings that were left hovering in the back of your heart, that work out plan you started and quit within a day's time, that relationship you know you should have cancelled but didn't or should have gotten into but didn't.....anything sound familiar?

I've learned to arrange things according to priority and people according to expectations.  This was and always has been a great issue with me.  Although I knew what to expect from someone or a situation, I continued to get "let down" when it didn't meet the status quo of where I felt it should be.  Now, placing accountability where it belongs with my own actions and the outcomes along with expectations of a person has allowed me to free myself from the disappointment that comes along with it.  Before I may have been oblivious to the fact that 1. we are all human and 2. not everyone thinks the way I do, even if it is the most logical way of thinking or doing things.  It took a few grave mistakes and heartbreaks for me to learn this.  

I am a firm believer in forgiveness and trial and error.  A few errors I discovered with forgiveness was that just because you give someone a second chance doesn't mean they are giving you one and just because you forgive them, doesn't mean they won't do it again.  Oh the mighty trial and error, we've learned about this subject in Science class back in middle school and yet and still never applied it to real life until life was experienced.  Main factor you have to consider with trial and error is that the results are not always favorable.  It solely serves to try it out, find the errors, try again, and hope it works out.

Now can you ask yourself today, what have you placed in your labeled compartments? 

From my Original Thinking... *Muah*